Monday, March 29, 2010

First Day of Missing You...

How are you? It's raining heavily here... How was your activity today??? Is it raining there too??? Must you continue your activity??? Hm... I know you are not used to it but, you will enjoy yourself there... Don't worry... I pray that you will be in safe hand... Lol.. I am also not use without you, without my phone ringing... Without your messages coming in to my phone... Haiz... I miss you so much... All I can do is to wait till weekend... Okay, guess I better go... There are lightnings and thunders all over... Take care ya... Sayounara... Muakz... Love You...;-)

Few Hours Left...

Haiz... Can't sleep... I'm starting to miss you here... Hm... 3 hours left and you are going to leave me already... Sorry I cannot meet you at MPS at 9am... But we will just keep in touch by phone lol... I activated my 016 number just for you... Will wait for your message on weekend... I promised, I will reply you immediately... Hope you do enjoy yourself there and May God Bless You... Always remember that God will always by your side... On your left is me, and on your right is God... Okay??? Love you... And I will always wait for you... Take care... T_T muakz...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Waiting for the time to strike 4am...

Daddy, I'm gonna miss you, lol... I know you are going to KK later at 4am... As usual, I'll miss you although I always gossip about you and mostly don't like you to be at home cause you'll book the TV and the laptop whole day long xD oops... Don't angry ya... Anyway, I just wanna hug you, kiss you and say goodbye to you... Take care ya daddy... Love you... Muakz..! =)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

What An Unlucky Day!

What an unlucky day today... Sis woke me up today morning to be prepared for my driving... But then she told me mum called saying that our house got broke in by our neighbour... Sigh... So ridiculous... This type of people also got. Haiz... You stoled my mum's stuffs and all... Somemore wanna steal my uncle's wallet with an expired credit card, lol... Damn you... Mum kept his wallet as a remembrance and you easily stole everything. Noobie... Don't worry, Uncle... You're always in my heart xD ok la... I really need a good rest... Lol... Otherwise I'm afraid that I'll have heart attack ;-) bye... Take care...

Phew... What A Relief@@

Wow!!! I was so excited today as I can drive car already finally... Yeah, I mean, drive... Oops..... Learning only la... Not the real driving, lol... But I'm still happy though... Because it was my first time driving... Cool... Oh yeah, you know what..? I just stepped a little bit of the oil only then the whole car "zoom" lol... I got a shocked man... Luckily I managed to break on time, otherwise... *smiling* I think I will knock the front car... Phew... What a relief... And you know what did the uncle told me??? He said, " Oh, it's okay... I forgot to tell you that my car is oil is like this one..." LOL =) ok la.. I got to go... My blog for today until here... Got no mood to blog much, cause somebody broke into my old house... Haiz... Yeah, I'll share it with you all later on... Let me rest my brain for awhile... Tata...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

AMAZING...

Hi, first and foremost, I named my title as amazing is because I just told my sister that why is my L license process until so slow... Some of my friend already done after 3 days, lol... Mine took at least 2 weeks!!! Duh~ and that night I reached home, my sis got a call from the driving centre saying that am I able to learn my driving tomorrow... Bwahahahahahaz... So, was it amazing??? Here I said, there it comes, lol... Ok la... Got to finish up my revision... Cause tomorrow need to drive from 11am-1pm ;-) take care ya!!! Miss you all... Will update my blog for tomorrow... Will let you all know how's my first time driving... Cool...

Monday, March 15, 2010

HELP University College

FINALLY... Finally I can study here already... I'd thought that I've no chance to study here anymore. Hm... Thank God... Love you so much xD today mummy and daddy dropped my sis at HELP to do her experiment.. Then mummy and daddy brought me to PPD to settle my re-sit for SPM stuffs... Then register me at HELP. Hm... I was so glad and thankful to have such a parents and sister to help me when I'm in trouble. Thanks... Love you all always^^ muakz..! Ok la... I got to go already... I'm tired, bye...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

SEGi University College

Lol... Today mum and dad together with sis went to Segi with me to register... Hm... Thought can put me in Foundation with 4 credits by using any back door... But, haiz... They can't do it. And I've no other choices but to stay in Diploma which takes me 3 years to complete my course... That's too long man... Ended up, sis told my mum to bring me to HELP and tried... So we went straight to HELP University College. And you know what??? HELP is having their opening day. Aww~ so lucky of me. Hm... I spoke to the counselor and he told my parents the best way is for me to re-sit, lol... Sit for my maths paper again and I'll have 5 credits to enter foundation... Well, case solved. But the worst thing is as you know, I was chosen for the National Service and I'm unable to join as I need to re-sit for my SPM... So, the counselor told my mum to put me for Diploma for just a semester which will ends in July... And I can start my foundation in August. Jasmine, gambate^^ I know I can do it... It happened in my life once, so better not repeat the same mistakes again and again... All the best!!! Wuhoo =)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

SUCKS..!

Ha? What sucks??? Lol... My result are sucks... You guys sure wanna ask how's my result right after I said my result are sucks... Hm... Well, I failed 3 subjects!!! Can you imagine, I failed 3!!! Duh~ how am I going to tell my parents??? They put so high hoped on me but I failed back 3 subjects... Is that what am I supposed to give my parents??? I felt so disappointed to myself... I didn't do my job properly... What is it so hard??? As a student, all I need is to study!!! Haiz... My daddy called, I didn't answer. My mummy called, again, I didn't answer... They worried so much about me... Thought something do happened on me... When I walked home, I was told by my maid that mum had just called me... Hm... I wanted to phone mum, but the house phone had disconnected due to daddy didn't pay the phone bills yet... Thank God... I'm scared!!! I'm totally scared... I don't dare to tell my mum about my result... I know, she can't take it... She gave me lots of tuition but...but I've no improvement... Haiz... I wasted my mum's money so much just to get 3G!!! Is it??? Is that what my mum want??? No!!! She wants me to score better... She wants me to get A... Infact, my English that I usually got A every time, every year, became B on my SPM!!! What the hell... I'm so sad... I've nothing to say anymore... I'm speechless already after I got my result. Hm... I've only one word to describe myself, that is "noob".. Yeah, I agreed, I'm noobie!!! Noob in everything... Haiz... I quickly SMS my sis to inform her that I'm back home safely... And I told her my result as well... Unfortunately, sis said I cannot enter any colleagues as I only have 4 credits... Haiz... She'd thought that I would be better than her... But, no... It's the other way round... Hm... Again, I disappointed my parents, lol... After dinner, sis talked to my mum about my results... I know... I knew I disappointed them... Worst case scenario, my daddy cried after he knew everything... He CRIED!!! Haiz... I'm sorry daddy... I know it's useless for me to say sorry, but still, sorry is the best word for me to say to you... Daddy, I'm not your smart girl anymore... I disappointed you... Haiz... You sent me to Kasturi tuition every week... Yeah, EVERY WEEK!!! All the way from Rawang to KL!!! But, what I rewarded you was 3G!!! Haiz.... I'm sorry daddy... May you forgive me... T_T

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

13 Hours to HELL!!!

That's right, 13 hours to hell... What's that? Why must it be hell??? Why can't it be heaven? Hm... You must be wondering there huh??? Well, tomorrow's SPM results day... EXACTLY!! It's hell day though... Hm... I choosed to be hell as I got no confident... I'm nervous... But I'm pretending to be normal... Haiz... What should I do??? I'm left with 13 hours... Each time the time ticks, my heartbeat beats faster and faster and feels so hard to breathe... ;-) ok la... Till here. I got to go now... Will blog again tomorrow... Take care...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

National Service!!!

Gosh... I got a news from one of my buddy at Facebook saying that the National Service list for second batch came out already... So, I checked it out by sending SMS... And they replied me with this:- LOL~ now hesitating whether should I go or not... Actually, I really hoped that I could go... BUT.....sis said she will miss me and she will be all by herself... Cause my mum and dad will be going to Beijing, China... Hm... So.....haiz... I'm torn in apart lol~ I pity my sis... Also, I'm worry for my mum... Cause dad always back home late... Well, but I also wanna enjoy... HAIZ... I'll see how first lar..... Let me think wisely =) hm.....

Monday, March 8, 2010

TEST!!!

Hm.... Sorry mummy for I had raised up my voice just now in the car... I'm feeling nervous... Maybe because I was influenced by my friend that they all fail many times... Hm... I'm afraid that I might fail it too... And I know, I cannot fail as I had been studying it for 3 months already. I cannot just waste your money... So, sorry.... I felt guilty... But anyway, I passed already... I got 46/5o and I did it within 12 minutes 59 seconds. I'm very happy with what I got... Although that wasn't my target, but, it's better than I fail... I would like to thank God... Also, thanks to my sister for doing the running to her friend's house to borrow the book as my book got so many mistakes... Hm... Thank you sis, your friend and Jonathan!!! Hehehe... Love you all always lar... You guys rocks.... Hahaha... I will treat you guys one day ya!!! *muakz*!!!